My garden has weeds. And my garden is beautiful.
This is the phrase that comes to me as I sit in my sunroom appreciating the beauty despite the obviously overtaking weeds.
I think deeper about myself.
There are certain physical attributes I posses and could liken to weeds– cellulite, acne, pot-belly, dry rough heels, wrinkles, scars, spider veins, yellowed teeth.
Then I smile to myself and notice the parallel here…
My garden has weeds.
And my garden is beautiful.
There’s a coming out process to being an intuitive and a healer. I didn’t just become who I am over night and I didn’t just go broadcasting these peculiarities about myself to the world. It has been a slow and steady walk with myself. Trying out something new and then shrinking back into myself and asking, “Is this real!?” or telling myself, “I won’t be able do that!” But eventually as I kept practicing to build my intuition and healing skills I began to trust. I learned to trust in those random whisperings that pop out from the world around me and to trust in the greater space held within me that really is connected to all. No, I don’t understand everything quite yet, but I have a good heart and a good base to lead by and I continue to trust in spirit both within myself and around me. You can’t open new doors if you don’t move forward. And I am ready to move forward. Even if the world around me is not ready to accept me, I accept myself.
So here it is my most recent step to coming out is purchasing car magnets. Yes, I will actually be driving around my neighborhood, to my children’s school, in our community, and all the surrounding areas I go to with this plastered on the side of my car for all the world to see. Will I be nervous to do this? Yes! I am fully aware people will think what they will but I will still be me despite it. I am at a point in my development where I can acknowledge to myself that what I have to offer is worthy and that I can help others. This is just another step in that same direction.
You see it here in the box and not on my car yet because it is still summer and I am relishing these day’s with my children. I look forward to putting it up closer to when school starts and will definitely share when that happens.
I hope that you are enjoying your beautiful summer too :-).
I can feel it. My soul wanting to jump out and go in every different direction and simultaneously just sitting there centered in my being. As I open myself to the flow I see myself again, my soul purpose like the body of a spider. Different arms reaching out to the world experiencing different gifts. A mother, a writer, a link to peace. A healer, a seer, and a light of love to others. But at the body of all of that threading and spinning of life is me, just simply me. That’s where my deepest purpose lies.
With good heart and good deed it seems that’s where anyone’s purpose lies, because the truest purpose anyone came here to fulfill… is life. My multifaceted purpose is clear at different times and in different ways as my life unfolds, but the central purpose is always the same. I know that I am at home anywhere, when I am at home within myself. From that divine inner space three things are decided: I am to know me, to be me, and to share me. It doesn’t have to get any more complicated than that. In being myself in the truest sense possible I will teach others to be expressions of their soul as well. Oh the webs we will weave together, if I could only see them now in their highest potential. A true sight of the intricate masterpiece that is life, glistening in the light of God’s divine hand.
I am so super excited because in about a week and a half I will be in training for Level 2 AcuEnergetics®! And there is also talk of Level 3 and 4 coming to the U.S. for the first time ever in 2015. This is truly a dream coming true for me. I know I have a distance to go yet with becoming a fully certified AcuEnergetics® Practitioner but it IS happening and I could not be more excited to be a part of this truly groundbreaking modality!
To learn more listen to this interview with Denise from Healing Waters Health Center in Hudson, WI, which is the only host site for AcuEnergetics® USA. http://www.stillwateracupuncturenutrition.com/reviewpage.html
Level 1 is being taught at Healing Waters Health Center this weekend May 16-18 if you are interested visit: http://www.healthcenterwi.com/AcuEnergetics/index.html
Six months later after taking Level 1 AcuEnergetics® ‘Skills for Living’ and I cannot believe how much this weekend course has changed my life. I literally use something learned from this class every day whether it is a meditation for myself, a first-aid technique on one of my kids, or helping my husband de-stress. I wish every household had these valuable tools and maybe someday they will, one can dream ;-).
Last month I submitted an article to the Edge Magazine on the topic of nature and spirituality. It is titled Fighting Kids and Frazzled Mother soothed by Mother Nature and speaks of one such occurrence where the challenges of my day were made better by connecting with nature. The article was not printed in the paper version of the Edge Magazine but it was published electronically. I am thrilled as this is my second article to be published!
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Chakras are spiritual centers of your body and are likened as spinning wheels of light. This is where the energy of your soul filters into the energy of your physical self. It is ideal for your chakras to be open and balanced although sometimes these centers can shut-down which in turn can shut-down aspects of yourself. Maybe you are having issues with your root chakra and have not been feeling secure, perhaps you find it hard to keep your throat chakra open and speak your truth, or maybe your sense of yourself is dulled at the center of the solar plexus chakra. There is so much to be explored and communicated through the chakra system and insights to the state of your being are only a session away.
photo by Jenny Kaczorowski
the light in me honors the light in you
Have a beautiful day!
Last week I had an appointment with a woman who paints Guardian Angels. This was the second time I had tried making an appointment with her and I was very excited to see what would come through from my Guardian Angel. Unfortunately the appointment had to be cancelled. This was the second time our appointment had been cancelled so I took a hint from the Universe and let it go. Maybe there was a reason that I wasn’t supposed to have her create an image of my Guardian Angel for me.
Leading up to the cancellation every time I would think of my Guardian Angel I would get the same visual of him. I could see him with blondish-brown hair and wearing bright green. It was a consistent and beautiful image so afterwards I reasoned that I guess I didn’t need someone to paint me a picture to know what my angel looked like, I could see him myself. Then yesterday I got the inspiration to create my own image.
I got out some paper and colored pencils and I went downstairs to my healing room. I sat on my healing table with all of my materials and I called on my Guardian Angel to guide me. I closed my eyes and asked him to show me what to draw. First, I could see the outline of his head and a ball held about center to his heart. It felt like he was holding out this little globe of energy to me. I selected my color, bronze, and began outlining his face and the ball of light on the page. Soon I was coloring in his hair and almost too perfectly finding the same color of green that I saw in my image to color in his clothing. Next, I was guided to use the color white and outline big finger-like wings that stretched up to the sky. I continued to create the image moving as I felt to and selecting the colors as I could see them pop-up in my head. Every once in a while I would pause and ask my angel directly, “What next?” Getting images of birds, an eye, and a star in the sky, I added these elements to our creation as well. By the end of the picture I noticed that it wasn’t just my Guardian Angel in the picture it was me too. The flower, the star, the sky, these are things that mean something to me. Elements of myself expressed through our creation. Through my hands, through my life, it is not just me, it could never be. My Guardian Angel perhaps is a bigger part of my life, and who I am, than what I realize. We are all blessed in this way as it is with great purpose that we all have a Guardian Angel in our life. They bring many blessings- some seen and some unseen- and are always right there for us.
“Thank you for being in my life and helping me, my dear, sweet Guardian Angel.”
Over the weekend I had the pleasure of being part of a local Women’s Pamper Yourself Day. It was my first event where I advertised being an Energy Healing Practitioner!
I will also be doing another event at the end of the month in Roberts, WI for Hackman Town and Country’s Ladies Night Out. It is Friday January 31st, from 5:00pm – 7:00pm. I will be doing 10 minute crystal healings for $10 and as an added bonus you get to select and keep your very own healing rose quartz crystal!
I have prepared an informational sheet for these events that I am sharing below as a PDF that you can click on. You may be interested to read more on chakras and crystals and discover how an Energy Healing session can benefit you so read on…
informational sheet chakras n crystals