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2015

I always enjoy reading what everyone else says about the new year. This year a lot of people note that the year 2015 vibrates as an 8 (2+0+1+5=8). 8 brings in the energy of abundance and prosperity. Yay!

For this year I get the feeling that there is a linking of where we were 2 years ago at the end of 2012 and where we are picking up now. Almost like a gap of time has gone by allowing for catch-up and now this year we are finally getting into position of where we are really supposed to be. And not just in our external life but mentally as well. Maybe this resonates with you too that the last two years have felt like you were trying to catch up with life, trying to get to where you needed to be to find your proper positioning. And now this year it feels like the reverse is true and that life is catching up with you, that things are aligning on the outside to match your proper positioning of where you need to be. Sometime this year the two will sync, you and life, and a new harmony in your state of being will be accomplished.

I also want to note that the word RESPONSIBILITY comes up strongly. This just feels like we each are wholly responsible for our self and our life. So in order to reach that harmony you cannot be a bystander. You must be active and adopt that inner sense of responsibility for your personal state of being. Carrying through with the actions that you know are right for you will not only help to connect you even deeper with who you are but will help you to live the life you are meant to.

So that’s my two cents 😉 Do you have any hunches for 2015?

Also,here is an article that I found interesting and wanted to share as well:

http://harwig.com/the-light-collective-on-2015/

Running Interference

Ever feel like YOU are processing energy for someone else!?

It’s challenging to not “get involved” when someone you have close connections with is going through a difficult time. Energy as a transferable force has no boundaries and can easily leak over and effect you even when it is clearly not yours.

This morning I found myself very anxious which is not a typical feeling that I normally have. Due to this unexplained feeling I came back to a re-occurring thought that I have been wondering about: Am I running interference for someone else?

I googled the definition to which I found:

run interference to help someone achieve something by dealing with the people or problems that might prevent them from doing so.

In the last couple months I have also been having moments at night where I will wake up and my energy is all over the place, restless, and uncomfortable. I know this is again not my normal self so where is this coming from? Why am I so restless?

Sometimes we do subconsciously run interference for those we love because we love them. We don’t want them to have to carry the overwhelm or burden all on their own. So energetically, I feel I have subconsciously been processing the energy of someone dear to me because at times it was just too much for them. Ok, no problem, I initially think. I am totally willing to do that, what difference does it make if I wake up restless every once in a while. However, now I am seeing that it is knocking me off balance and leaking into my day. That, I feel is just not necessary. I am at my best when I operate from my core influenced by only my own energy. It’s starting to make me second guess myself and feel confused and wonder what more can I do to help. But, I know that no clear answer will come unless I am able to tap into my own energy without interference.

So I simply ask myself, “What is it that I need the most?”

To which the first word that comes to me is, “Calming.”

It’s not the whole picture, it’s not the answer to all of the current issues, but it is a passageway where I will be able to clear and re-connect to myself from processing the energy of others for them. It is where I again, gain my own footing and get clear in my head about what is needed at this time.

So, I am going to take 10 minutes for myself in meditation doing the inner smile and the inner breath meditation, and see where I will come out afterwards.

We all run interference and we are not always so aware that it is happening so I too invite you to take a moment and just ask yourself, “What is it that I need the most?” Be still and silent and honor that first word or thought that comes to you. That is your spirit speaking up and it is worth listening too.

And further it may even be helpful for you to have the person you are running interference for do this as well, for their self. It will lend you each clarity and maybe even a direction of where to focus on in the present moment to bring more peace to the issue at hand and to take a baby step in coming back from the overwhelms of life.

A Reading for you the Reader

Today I have decided to pull a card from one of my oracle card decks. My intention is that it carries a message for each of you whom read my blog.
Blessings,

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A reading for you:

November 2013 102

When I look at this card the first thing that I see is the man who appears to be in a struggle. He is holding a wand out in front of himself in protection. However, you should notice that the six wands that appear to be coming at him aggressively are also exactly the same as the one he uses to defend himself. To me this means – use those things that seem like hindrances to your own advantage right now.

I also would like to note that at any time he can reach out and take in hand another one of those aggressive wands – do not back down, use your position to your own advantage and acquire what you need, and always with the intention of the highest good for all.

I also notice that he is standing in a field of wheat, a crop to be harvested. This is a symbol of abundance – there is enough to sustain you so that you may take what you need. Make your struggles work for you in rising on your own ground and providing for your own needs – spiritually, emotionally, mentally, physically, or a combination. You will know which one is your personal focus as it should stand out to you as you read them.

Lastly I would like to note that I can see a face in the blue of the sky. This represents your angels, guides, and God who is helping you behind the scenes. So please remember to ask them to help you in providing for your own healthful needs.

May God bless you and may you have a most grateful Thanksgiving.

My Children’s Children

I have just finished showering and I get the overwhelming feeling that someone wants to speak with me.

I am grabbing a pair of socks from the top drawer of my dresser when my eyes happen upon the Irish Marriage blessing that is hanging on the wall of my bedroom. It reads, “children’s children,” and in this moment I know that it is them who wish to speak with me. I am already tearing up, touched by the realization that they wish to speak with me, their someday grandmother, here today.  In moments like this it is clear that I not only live in this world but that I am also living between worlds. As an intuitive and as a seer, I am able to pick-up on these subtle frequencies of communication that would otherwise go unnoticed.

Sunflowers

Sunflowers (Photo credit: Aiz Baig)

I close my eyes and someone draped in white and unrecognizable steps forward. They hold out a big sunflower. Its center is what my eyes are drawn to first. It is a warm dark brown and very large and from that center part of the flower comes many, many beautiful yellow petals that are attached. They tell me, “This is like you.” I can tell that they are referring  to the petals, as I see a close up of them zoom in through my mind’s eye. “And we are your seeds. We are what passes when time does away with your brilliant beauty of life. We are the seeds you leave behind.” And now I am very moved and crying as I see there are thousands and thousands of them all of which have come from my own flowering life.

I feel the message here is that I am one to mature. I am one who will reach the end of her cycle, her full cycle of life, and as my petals fall and I become a whisper on the wind there are many who will follow behind me, who will make their own mark through the path that I have laid. And this, of course, is true for all with children.

Oh my gosh, how are we all not connected? I wonder this as I see a deeper layer of the soul’s life as a human. The world is really made up of one great ball of intersecting light and we on the surface are the connecting pieces. As I am connected with my family in this time, I am also connected with others from other times. We are indeed all a grand display of nature splaying seeds, and for her it is not thousands it is millions upon millions. As my grandchildren are my thousand, we are her millions, and it is really a grand display of life, and we are all a part of that life.

“Is there anything more?” I ask of my Grandchildren.

“Rest now Grandmama, we love you.” And again with the tears.