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13 years apart but only a dream away

This month marked the 13th Anniversary of my Mom’s death. She died at the young age of 52 from what started as breast cancer.

A week before this year’s anniversary date my family and I had the pleasure of being on vacation in sunny Florida with my in-laws, my sister and her family, and also my Aunt, my Mom’s sister, and her husband. And I had the pleasure of having one of those real-life dreams where she came through my dreamscape to meet me.

In the dream we were at the farm-house I grew up in looking out the back window and up into the sky. My Mom was beside me as I looked up to see a double rainbow beautifully displayed across the clear blue sky. My niece was there too and asked where the rainbow was. As I looked back to point it out to her there was a third rainbow. It was a short but wide band of rainbow color stretched over the left base of the other two rainbows. This rainbow was extremely vivid popping out to me in vibrance so that I would not forget it upon awakening. Then my dream ended with me actually being able to give my Mom a hug and I could feel her! I mean really feel her, like in the physical. I felt her back against the inside of my left arm and then her soft tummy against the inside of my right arm as I embraced her. It was truly a gift to have this moment with her and have it be so real.

Once I was awake I quietly thanked my Mom for her visit and her message. With several of us gathered together on vacation and so close to her anniversary date I believe she wanted to let us know she was with us and send us her love. That’s what a rainbow symbolizes, someone from the other-side sending their love to you. I believe the double rainbow was her expressing that she was sending so much love and then the third rainbow was to put another exclamation point on it that she was really really sending so much love. And then the hug was so real I just can’t even explain that other than I believe we were together.

Even though we are years apart we are not so far away,

In my life it is destined to be, my Mom will always stay.


 To further share:

Here is a picture of a double rainbow taken outside of my son’s piano recital last June. I know my Mom was a part of this rainbow too.

rainbow from Nama

Also, here’s a previous blog post from when this rainbow occurred last June:



Infinity and the Rainbow

Classic diagram of a dispersion prism from Eng...

Classic diagram of a dispersion prism from English Wikipedia (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Infinity and the Rainbow… to me it sounds like a children’s story waiting to happen but for today they are two important signs being repeated in my life.

First of all, Infinity is the unending flow of life, your life. Death is an illusion; you never actually stop existing you just keep on going in a different form of reality and in a different way of living. There is life after death. You are infinite.

Second, a Rainbow is a sign of love from Heaven. It is also that which colors our world through water and light. We are water and light and in this divine concoction comes through the colors of our chakra system. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, and violet. And white the highest celestial vibration of light contains all the colors of the rainbow, as do we.

We are the rainbow and we are the infinite.

So why here and why now am I writing about this? I can tell you that I’m not quite sure. Just that they have both came up for me three times recently and intersect with today. Also, I know that in the world of using your intuition if something comes up three times you had better listen.

I can also tell you that I did have a different blog all ready to go but was getting the feeling to hang back with it and instead to write this one for you today.

Infinity Guitar

To break it down briefly, Infinity came up for me a little while back in transcribing my journals for my future memoir, it came up Tuesday night while doing a healing, and it came up yesterday as I received an unexpected gift in the mail of a beautiful locket from a very dear friend. In it was the Infinity symbol catching my eye right away, peaking my curiosity with such perfect timing, and eluding to something else yet unknown.

rainbow from Nama

Rainbow came up for me last Friday when my son Gavin had his piano recital and another dear friend took a picture of him at the piano and in it there was an orb (a spirit caught on camera). Upon leaving the recital a beautiful rainbow shined across the sky and both Gavin and I knew that my Mom had been there with us. Then yesterday randomly I was inspired to write this:

So, I’ve been chasing a Rainbow for months, trying to achieve ultimate balance and being, and when I get to the end of the rainbow what do I discover but I’ve had the pot of Gold all along. The pot of gold I’ve been trying to chase down at the end of the rainbow has always been in me. It has always been with me. How silly of me to have been searching for it for so long – chasing all of the colors of the world all over when all along they all merged within me, the celestial rainbow, and here sits in my very skin and bones, my very own pot of gold, my soul. I am the pot of Gold… and I found myself.

And then this morning as I tiredly turned on the tv in our room for our 2-year-old to watch a show, Jake and the Never Land Pirates all too perfectly had a rainbow in it. At that point I thought to myself, “there’s that rainbow again.” A bit later in checking my email from yet another very dear friend and reading an Energy Forecast for June the rainbow pops up again as Emmanuel Dagher writes about “The Rainbow Effect.” It is at this point that I know I am supposed to write about this today. The sense comes through as a knowingness, a feeling, and a nudge from all that has been built-up and leads to this exact moment.

I don’t know what comes beyond it, but it just feels right.

T2i - Infinity

Related Link:

Emmanuel Dagher’s full Energy Forecast